I used to wake up looking forward to things I wanna do,
Things that keep me going without feeling blue,
It’s today when I felt like life isn’t worth living,
Realizing I’ve turned to someone I dislike to be —
a deadman walking.
I used to be carefree and delighted in all I could,
Wondering why all this hurt is deserved by someone good;
And the more I question life the more I get to see,
Happiness isn’t certain just because I’m free.
I’ve been fervent into not giving in and not giving up,
But hell I badly need a break from these problems that won’t stop,
And if in time you find me with my smile again,
I’ve finally set myself loose—
goodbye and ‘til then.